The second relationship I had was pretty much amazing and everything that I ever wanted, I genuinely know that if the circumstances would of allowed we would still be together happily. With this guy I felt like I was the only girl in the world. Of course there was hiccups, as with every relationship, but when we were together if felt like those hiccups didnt matter. He was a couple years older than me which was a nice thing because I felt that he understood everything that I was talking to him about which made my life so much easier. We were only together for 2 months but I swear that those were the best 2 months of my life. He continuously surprised me and I genuinely loved him for that. He made the little things that he knew were a big deal to me and made them an even bigger deal to him. Just to prove to me that he cared. He also knew what to do when I was angry which was something that no one has ever mastered. But I found with him I could never really stay angry at him.. And in reality I think that he was probably my first love. One thing I found about our relationship was that every time that we went out it was mostly out with his friends- although that didnt bother me in the slightest. What did bother me was the fact that every time we went out his friend insisted on covering the bill! Every single time. Now I know that this probably shouldnt annoy me. But I am not the kind of girl to be with someone because they always pay for me. The fact that me and his friend always got into fights because he wouldnt let me cover the bill at least ONCE annoyed me, but his friend did tell him that I was a keeper because of the fact that I kept wanting to foot the bill! The thing that stuck with me the most was the fact that for our 2 month anniversary he bought me the most amazing beaded false rose. (granted I know it cost him $5- but it was the thought that counts!) But I still have that rose in my room to this day. I will always love this man, he will always be in my heart. Unfortunately some times circumstances do not work out. In this case he was going off to university in South Africaand I was moving to England, which meant it was never going to work.